Tuesday, December 6, 2011

A Better Me

Back in February I wrote a post about how I wanted to lose weight. Throughout the next couple months I lost a little bit, and then I lost my motivation and gained it all back. In May we decided to start training for the Willard Bay triathlon, and got in shape a little bit. Overall, I have lost 15 pounds and I have kept it off with minor fluctuations, but I've been able to stay down to what I am now. So I am renewing my effort to lose 10 more pounds, but I don't just want to be thinner, I want to be strong again. I used to be so buff, but sadly it's all gone now. What's even more sad to me is that I realized that I have the Jenkins butt, which is no butt at all! I want to get my derriere back! So this picture I will keep on my fridge to look at how buff and skinny I used to be, so that I will remember what I want. I know I won't be exactly like I use to be, since I was a college athlete and frankly I don't want to work out that many hours a day to the point that I throw up, but I just want to be better than I am now. I look at this picture of me pole-vaulting and I see how strong my arms and abs are, and I want to go work out right now!


Side note: This is the Weber State vs. Utah State meet and I always looked forward to this meet each year, it was much more laid-back and a little less stressful, and I was always able to compete in other events like javelin or high jump.

I look back now and I realize how I took for granted how strong I was. For instance, my hands used to be so strong from holding onto that pole for dear life, there was never a jar I couldn't open. I find myself trying to do things that I used to be able to do and my back goes out or I physically just can't do it, and it surprises me. I feel super old sometimes! So here's to being a better me.

5 comments:

Nicole said...

I have a Jenkins' butt too! Makes it hard to keep pants on well. :) I think you have been doing awesome with your goal. I am sure you will make this next goal also!

Kelli said...

Wow Jess I wish I was ever that buff!! Keep up the hard work and motivation :)I love all the posts and pictures I will look forward to checking it out each day. Your kids seem like so much fun, what cuties! I laughed out loud when I saw the picture of Adam in his bed.

shannon said...

It is amazing how long and how hard people have to work to get strong and how fast it can just disappear. I felt it when I started working out after Kael. I was so out of shape! It can be so frustrating. You amaze me though. I really think it is awesome you did a triathalon. You can definelty reach your next goal
:)

Kaysi @ Keeping it Simple said...

Wow you were buff, your arms are huge! I'm the same way, I hate that I don't even feel athletic anymore. It's sad what kids can do to a body....

Unknown said...

WOW that pictures is a great inspiration for anyone. Even me who was blessed with the stringham tummy pooch. You go get it girl!